This letting go is hard. I am still worried about income. And not seeing a clear answer as to when more is coming in, I worry. I know worry is not from God. My head knows this, at least. Every time I bring up the subject to Steven, he gets more frustrated because he doesn't have any pat answer either. That is what I want, what my flesh needs, pat answers. Unfortunately for my flesh, God doesn't opporate that way. That is where I need more and more of His Spirit. That goes back to a point back earlier in the Beth Moore studey. I need to pour out my self so that He can pour in His Spirit.